Scanxiety

Sitting in the UCSF MRI waiting room to get my head MRI to see if these inhibitors (dabrafenib +trametinib) are shrinking my brain tumor. I wasn’t nervous until sitting here. A million things running through my head. Repeating the verse “When I am weak, then I am strong “2 Corinthians 12:10. Repeating the mantra : these machines save people and these scans help me. It never gets easier. Trying to have no expectations but also hope at the same time. In a rare event, all 7 planets align tonight and I can’t help but think it is a good sign. The sunrise was magnificent and my little bird friend came to visit this morning giving me some peace. I really want and need some good news but I’m also aware it’s not up to me. Please say a prayer for me for peace and contentment and of course a cure would be nice too.

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